[We allow people to treat us the way that they do, good or bad]
My good friend said this to me tonight and I had to write it down because it makes me think in a whole new perspective. I want to be able to come back to it. x
Whoa, it's been awhile since I've written anything. Looking forward to it a bit right now.
Just ending the 3rd week of being back to school and things are just now starting to have little bit more normalcy after having a very very stressful first two weeks. Loan money finally came in so I should be getting a new car by Sunday, yippee! Aside from that there's been a mix of excitement and concern in my atmosphere. I suppose there's been a few things on my mind lately. Although I think I've kept myself too wrapped in school and concentrating on the excitement to really let myself think about the concern too much. Or perhaps I have simply chosen not to let it get to me. Hmph. Tomorrow I go back to work so that should just give me one more thing to distract myself with. I can't wait for December. I'm convinced if I distract myself well enough it will get here quicker. I don't think I've ever noticed the planes flying in the sky as much as I have lately. Every time I see one I hear it taunt me, "let me take you away....but not until December. Hahaha" Damn. I'm pretty sure this is going to be the most exciting trip I've taken thus far considering I've been saying for a good number years that I was one day going to visit my English friend in his home land and now it's finally happening! Here's the plan: I land in London December 22nd and we wing it. That's right, I'm going to Europe without a plan. And I l♥ve this plan. As long as I'm back in London 3 weeks later to catch my flight back home. Psh! who am I kidding? I'm not coming back. The best part is Christmas, New Year's, and both birthdays will be celebrated together. I say that makes up for all these years of waiting.
One-hundred eight day and counting...
|Time is the only thing separating me from the green light across the ocean|